Yesterday I had a break down...yes a small one. Seems what they consider a beginner here isn't truly a beginner. Most students here have had Spanish recently in a University or are attending one now. Therefore they know grammar and speak quite a bit of Spanish so they're here to brush up. Professors go so fast I am left behind. I finally had to say something. They suggested I repeat last weeks class and I agree. So starting today I will go through the first week again. Feels much better. Because most the young students here know much Spanish, when they Professor gives us assignments in class, they complete them in minutes and I am still trying to figure out what he/she just instructed us to do. Es muy deficio! It was a very emotional day yesterday. I felt discouraged, stupid and thought I may have wasted money and time here. But after talking with new friends here I found I am not alone. That truly helped. And also, no matter, how much of the the language I learn I am proud of myself for trying. And even better I am in Spain for 7 weeks and experiencing things most people never get to do. It's a trip of a lifetime. No more crying! Just enjoy.
Last night I had a lovely evening. The other student that lives here, Barbara, invited myself and Carmen to meet her daughter and friends. We went out for tapas and wine around 10:30. Nights out start late here. We had a great time getting to know each other and I was immersed in the Spanish language. It was a beautiful night.
Tonight is a Total Eclipse and supposedly we can view it around 9:30. Should be beautiful.
Well it's breakfast time, then study some more and off to an afternoon class.
Paz y Amor
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